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24/9/06 00:16![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
slyprenticeSo school has seriously eaten up my life. I barely have time to think anymore and, sadly, I have six more months of this. I'm so tired right now that I can't even sleep right.
For the past 12wks, I've slept a total of 4-5 hours every night. That's it. How the hell am I even functioning anymore? I don't know.
Worst yet, I was really looking forward to this weekend. I could sleep, rest up, not get out of bed at all. Nope. Not happening.
I haven't even started to get ready for bed yet and I probably won't end up in bed for at least another two hours. It's 12 o'clock in the morning, I haven't slept right in weeks, and the fact that I might have to pull an all nighter is making me kind of...loopy.
Tomorrows not looking too fabulous for me, either. My friend, Corey, has been calling me almost every day wanting to hang out. Which, normally, I'd be cool with. I really love hanging out. It's a nice escape.
But...god, I just want sleep. I haven't been able to write or do anything fannish in over a month. My only consession to fannish stuff has been my doing a little voting in the Stargate Fan Awards. Not much voting, but enough.
That aside, everything lately has been really stressful for me. I don't want to even think much less talk about it but I'm so stressed I'm wanting to do something really drastic for stress relief. Like, don't ask me why, I've been thinking about getting a tongue ring. Or something.
I need stress relief, some way to express myself, and right now doing something like that sounds like a great idea.
Course, it could be the sleep deprivation talking.
Who knows.
For the past 12wks, I've slept a total of 4-5 hours every night. That's it. How the hell am I even functioning anymore? I don't know.
Worst yet, I was really looking forward to this weekend. I could sleep, rest up, not get out of bed at all. Nope. Not happening.
I haven't even started to get ready for bed yet and I probably won't end up in bed for at least another two hours. It's 12 o'clock in the morning, I haven't slept right in weeks, and the fact that I might have to pull an all nighter is making me kind of...loopy.
Tomorrows not looking too fabulous for me, either. My friend, Corey, has been calling me almost every day wanting to hang out. Which, normally, I'd be cool with. I really love hanging out. It's a nice escape.
But...god, I just want sleep. I haven't been able to write or do anything fannish in over a month. My only consession to fannish stuff has been my doing a little voting in the Stargate Fan Awards. Not much voting, but enough.
That aside, everything lately has been really stressful for me. I don't want to even think much less talk about it but I'm so stressed I'm wanting to do something really drastic for stress relief. Like, don't ask me why, I've been thinking about getting a tongue ring. Or something.
I need stress relief, some way to express myself, and right now doing something like that sounds like a great idea.
Course, it could be the sleep deprivation talking.
Who knows.